im finally updating!! ha... man i dont know where to start.... softball starts tomorow!!!!! ahhhh omg im so excited and i sure hope i do really good!!! i dont think i have ever been so ready.... i have been practicing since december.... so i think im ready.... but anyways! nothing really new.... just been busy with friends and school and work and other shit! buuuut.... cant wait for spring break... that means i have to go swim suit shopping! ha.... thats always fun..... uhh not! but i have to get my stinking wisdom tooths pulled..... ahhhh! oh well... im sure i have been thru worse... i just hope they dont give me an IV... cause i dont want the same thing to happen that happened last time!!!

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hey hey everyone! sorry i have been really busy with a lotta shit... friday i had 2 special procedures done... i have a story there...

ok so i go into the hospital friday morning at about 7-7:15 ish... and ya kno they do all the paper work and crap like that... ok so that goes well.. .and im just thinking to myself, "I just want to get this over with!" I was scared at all... just ya kno like i said i wanted to get it over with! so anyways they call me upstairs in at about 8 ish and i go back and i get into my scrubs and come out and lay down on the bed. I had a really awesome nurse named John by the way...lol... but anyways... so John was explaining to me what they were gonna do and all. OK then he said it was IV time... and again im thinking... ok lets just get it over with! So he was like ok... ready...1...2...3... and he stuck the needle in.. and i just started sweating and breathin really hard... then all of a sudden my eyes rolled into the back of my head and i had a seisure... i jerked my arms up and shook them and i was shakin my head... my heart rate had dropped to like 20-30 ish... i really dont remember what they told me it was.. .but anyways... then it took them about 5-10 minutes to bring me back and stabilize me. So i just got done scaring the shit out of my mom, John, and the other nurse standing there... So finally... i was ok and they took me back to the room and put me to sleep about 20 minutes later.

Finally i woke up about an hour later and was really thirsty.. so i drank a cup of sprite.. and he was like when your ready u can go get dressed and then i will take your IV needle out and we will release u... So i got up about 10 minutes later and got dressed and was perfectly fine. Came back out and sat in the wheel chair... and he was uptaping my IV needle and then he pulled it out... it hurt quite a bit and i had turned pretty white in the face... so we start walking down the looooong hall way to the elevator... then we got to the elevator and my eyes had rolled to the back of my head again and i had had another seisure... yea... talk about WIERD!! so John is holding my head up and sprintin down the hallway at the same time... and finally we got back to the room and 2 people had lifted me up onto the bed and started pushin my clothes up and drenching me with freezing cold towels. and they were hooking me up to the moniters cause they didnt kno if my heart rate had dropped again or if it was my blood sugar. so that took 5 minutes to stabilize me... and i didnt kno where i was...??? so they took my blood sugar and it was perfectly fine... 95. John had went and got me some crackers and more sprite and i had that and was perfectly fine... and so i came home and feel asleep.... and that was that!

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omg it has been such a loooooooong time since i updated!! well i got a lot to say with a little amout of time... so here goes...

march for life was amazing!! i am definitely going next year!! i had so much fun... but i am sooo tired.... and i have a lotta shit and homework to make up which reallly sucks! but i think it was the right amout of time to be away! i was happy to get away from my family for 5 days! it was nice... but now im sooo glad to be home and in my OWN bed and do watever i want instead of being on a schedule for like 4 days!! but it was sooo awesome!!

so yea... i guess i didnt write that much but i have a shit load of homework to do right now... so i gotta go!!

holla!!